“Hey, how are you?”
“I’m good, how are you?”
“Good.”
“What’s new?”
“Not much. Just busy.”
“Yeah, us too.”
“I hate it, but it is what it is.”
“Yeah, same.”
“Hey, we should get together soon.”
“Yeah, let’s do that.”
“Let me take a look at my calendar and let you know.”
“Okay, sounds good.”
“Talk to you soon.”
“Bye.”
Ever had a conversation like this? If you’re anything like me, you have these conversations weekly (probably more like daily). There’s a typical greeting, a generic response to the greeting, an obligatory inquiry (typically surface level), followed by the “B-word.” BUSY.
The dictionary defines the word busy as, “having a great deal to do.” This definition sort of makes you feel important. Although this might be true, in most recent conversations I’ve had where “busy” has been the conditioned response, it seems to carry a weight that most would love to get out from underneath.
The word busy is a derivative of an Old English word that meant “careful, anxious, or constant action.” Although some people wear it like a badge of honor, if asked, I think most would gladly exchange that badge for some free time. Whenever I have a conversation with someone who is not busy (which are far and few between), their conversations seemed to be slow, filled with pauses, and sometimes just straight silence. Initially, it drives me nuts. But given time, I find myself always wanting this sense of peace they have.
In his book, The Ruthless Elimination of Hurry, John Mark Comer writes, “In our culture slow is a pejorative.” In other words, “Slow is bad; fast is good.”
When reading this, I felt a level of resistance rising up inside of me. Because in my world, slow is infuriating. I’m not a Type A personality. You know…..driven, rigid, impatient, or concerned with time kind-of-person. But as soon as I stand in a line at the grocery store or get into my car and get on the road, everything inside of me speeds up. My patience leaves and here comes frantic/busy-guy taking control of my thoughts and actions.
Some thoughts include:
“I don’t have time for this.”
“What’s taking so long?”
“What are you doing?”
“Come on people! Move it!”
So, why am I this way? It’s certainly not what I want. It’s not how I want to live my life. I want to have love for people, joy in my heart, and truly be a peaceful sort of person.
Comer writes, “Love, joy, and peace are the triumvirate at the heart of Jesus’ Kingdom vision. All three are more than just emotions; they are overall conditions of the heart. They aren’t just pleasant feelings; they are the kinds of people we become through our apprenticeship to Jesus, who embodies all three ad infinitum.”
He concludes, “All three are incompatible with hurry.”
Love. Joy. Peace. These are overall conditions of the heart. They are the kinds of people we become. They aren’t attributes you get to wear like a badge because you’ve proven anything. They are the outcome of a life intentionally centered in Jesus. This really spoke to me. I’ve known for a while that I’ve been operating in a busy state. I’ve sort of dismissed it because it’s just a part of life. But when I replace the word busy for hurried, it changes everything. I don’t want to be known as someone who is always in a hurry. I don’t want to feel hurried to do anything or go anywhere. I don’t want people to hurry around me. But unfortunately, a thorough scan of the world around, it’s a byproduct of the culture we live in.
In Genesis 32, Jacob wrestles with what appears to be a man but is likely God himself (possibly an angel). In this wrestling match, God strikes Jacob’s hip and forces it out of the socket. I’m not sure if you’ve ever injured your leg, but it goes without saying a leg injury certainly causes you to slow down. I broke my ankle once and needless to say it forced me to be mindful of my steps. There is no doubt that Jacob’s wrestling match with God led to his blessing and eventually had a significant impact on his life, but as I read this passage I also couldn’t help but think that maybe the only way God could get Jacob to truly slow down and listen, to sincerely grab his attention and hear His voice, was to physically alter his speed……to slow his hurry.
Towards the end of his chapter, Comer mentions Luke 10 and the encounter Jesus had with Mary and Martha. Martha is busy with preparation and things to do while Mary is sitting, waiting, and listening at the feet of Jesus. That’s it. Mary is in a posture of receptivity. She’s allowing Jesus to pour into her. But she can only do so if she stopped what she was doing, open her ears and heart, and let God speak.
I’m not sure where this meets you, but it’s meeting me exactly where I need it. It’s giving me some quality time I’ve needed with God. It’s released the pressure and stress to be more than I am. It’s allowing me to truly be filled by God’s presence and my hope is these words might kick-start something for you. You don’t need to have your hip popped out of socket to slow down, but honestly, sometimes it’s exactly what we need.